My love has gone...

Seriously, I cant get over the fact that Sunnyside got rid of swimming. I really dont know what to believe since I heard two stories of why the coach is gone. Story number one is that he got accepted into Emory University, which is in Atlanta, Georgia. I was really upset when I heard the news because I was really looking forward to my senior year of swimming. I trained all summer for it and then it's gone. The second story I heard was that he got laid off from Sunnyside. Both of the stories are pretty believable but I heard the first story from the coach himself, Stephen Crabbe. It breaks my heart in two when I think about swimming now. It used to get my heart racing whenever I thought about it. I think the best part about swimming was the meets, you not only raced against other swimmers but against yourself. No other sport can replace swimming in my heart. I'll try running with Cross Country but my knee might mess up like last time. We'll see. LATER

Im an idiot..

Gosh dude Im so dumb. I was on my way to get my tattoo redone but I stopped at my cousins to pick him up first. While waiting for him in his front yard, I decided to do some hand stands on the brick wall. I didnt get it right the first time so I was going to try again. I hesitated and thought to myself, "wait.. what if I fall? Nah!". I tried it again and got it, but then I fell. I lost my balance and my right arm gave in, falling face first into the brick wall. OUCH ;(

Natalie Portman..

Natalie Portman is my hero!! She is a true "G".

New Pic..

Here's a shot that I took and edited myself. Tell me what you think of it. I would love some feedback. It was pretty funny when I took this picture because I got kicked out from the spot I was at right after I took it. Im glad I got the shot right before.Im so worried that someone is going to take this picture from here. I hope nobody does. It's Piracy! Well just give some feedback on it. Peace.

Skate Love..

This is motherfucking Skating. This video never fails to amaze me and show me that Skating is more than a sport. Skateboarding is a Lifestyle. The video shot "Wild In The Streets 2009" in Vancouver, Canada. Wild in The Streets happens on "Go Skate Day" which is June 21 of every year. Go Skate day is an International Holiday for all skaters around the world. Sadly, I missed this recent Go Skate Day but am looking forward to the next one in 2010. Maybe I will be attending the next Wild In The Streets. For anyone that is down to take a Joy Ride for Wild in The Streets with me, message me. A skater's worst enemy is the COPS. Nobody likes them and they always try to stop you for having fun. I dont see what is so wrong with skating. I know that skating on ledges, banks, and etc. destroys them but cops dont have to be such PRICKS and DISCRIMINATE. I got kicked out of a public area Downtown last time just for walking with my skateboard. That is just plain ridiculous. Skating will have a revolution soon. Peace.

Back on the meds...

Sweet, now I get to be an Emotionless Zombie again!! I swear, I think I get addicted to these drugs sometimes when Im feeling down. Depakote is a mood suppressant and keeps me from having manic episodes. Im taking them for my seizures and Im pretty sure it will help since I've been having a little bit of attacks here and there. I really hope I dont become very dull and addicted. Here's to good health, oh yeah and theyre possibly fatal and could give me liver disease. See ya!

Moving on...

Tonight was an amazing night! I hung out with my Sunnyside Alumni friends and we were making Smores outside in the fire. We later started to roast Weiners because the smores were getting messy haha. Having a great time with my friends made me realize how much I missed them. We talked about their graduation and how unreal it felt to them. It was just like something you only see in movies and never get to experience in real life. I really hope I have the same feeling when it's my turn. They also told me how they felt like nothing changed after they graduated, but to me it's like youre going to leave and make plans for the rest of your life. I find it strange when you leave High School because when you leave, there's nothing left to remember you by. Yeah there's Yearbooks and memories that you made but whose really going to think of you when you leave? Your parents? I believe growing up slowly tears away at the Fun, Playful, Spirited person you are and only you can stop that. Im not saying dont grow up but dont lose the inner child.Haha That sounded so cheezy. For people that are in High School right now, you should really make the best of it you can, hang out with friends and make memories. Dont go drinking though! Haha Im only saying because whos really going to remember that night you did that keg stand at that party? A bunch of drunks who dont remember the majority of the night? Well it's pretty late so im going to sleep. Goodnight guys.

The First Day of School..

Most of my classes are filled with students under my class. It's pretty funny how things change when you become a senior. Most of your classes that youre taking are just there for the hell of it. There's only two classes that are not there for the hell of it for me, it's art and adv. Fashion. When I first stepped into the fashion class I didnt know what to expect. I was a bit scared but I saw my long lost friend, Lizeth. She was the only person I knew in there besides Gerald and his "Fag Hags". Not calling them names or anything its just what you call chicks that hang with Gays. We started out by getting to know each other. That was really fun (sarcasm to the max). I just went along with it even though I didnt have to know a lot of these peoples names. It seemed to me like a lot of people were in there just because they liked clothes. I know Fashion is about clothes but its not just that. Its an Art that someone creates and Im pretty sure a lot of people werent in there for that. Well I believe I'll find out who actually knows about fashion when it comes to the sewing machines. My art class was really stupid as well. I signed up for painting and drawing and the stupid bitch decides to play by her own rules and makes it a ceramics class just because they took it away from her. I was going to stay and make a bong but I think I'll change to painting. Let's see what the second day of senior year brings me. See you all tomorrow!

Back to School!!

I hope Everyone has got everything they need for their return to school. The First Day is going to be Socially and Fashionably Ballistic!! Youve got to dress to impress. Im pretty sure everyone has been shopping at their favorite clothing retail store and totally forgot what school was about. I know I did. I still have to go shopping for my school materials. Probably going to hit up Wal-Mart or Target. Most likely Target for the good stuff and Walmart for the papers and pens. Target has a fashion uprising happening and I wanna check that out. For the people Dressing to Impress, look good because I'll be taking pics. Dont wanna look HIDEOUS!

The finished work..

Here is the crappy pic I took of the finished work of Stephanie C.R. I think it looks pretty good. If you guys want a tattoo as well, you can call her at (520) 445-0308. More pics will be put up later on that Stephanie took.

My ink..

Damn that night sucked! It was great and all but it hurt like a mofo. It was like having someone rub your bad sunburn and poke at it. Here are some pics. I'm not showing my arm just yet because it's unfinished but there are these.