The most precious woman in my life

It hurts me so much to see my mother cry. It hurts me even more when I have to hold her as she cries. Right now we dont have much money but there's my dad, giving fucking money to cousins he hardly ever sees. If only he knew how deep we were in the shithole. We have to pay for so much stuff and my mom told me that she's not sure if we can do it. It's kind of selfish of me to ask my mom help for my MacBook. Im trying to work for my own money right now so I dont have to ask my mom. Im going to have a talk with my father tomorrow because apparently someone has to be a fucking adult. My mom told me to put up one of the cars we have on craigslist in order to get some money. I think I might sell my PS3 and my car if I have to. If it stops my mom from crying, I'll do it.