All My Hope..

I am terrified of my future. I do not know what to expect, what to do, how to do, or when to do it. I am choosing The Fashion Institute of Technology. Who knows, if my mind doesnt change then Im going there. I am so hesitant right now because I dont want to move so far away from my loved ones. The second choice is in San Francisco and that isnt that far. I know I have a better chance of doing what I love in New York but its the fear that stops me. How do I overcome this? How do I choose what is best for me? Should I follow my gut and go to New York? Should I follow my heart and go to San Francisco? I want to walk with the Legends in New York. As long as there is Hope, there is chance... Right? Fuck me... again. I am a Legend...